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Saturday, May 15, 2004
I'm getting to feel so happy and excited right about now. I'm getting ready to go for Buneos Aries, Argentina with a Church Youth Group. I'm so happy that I get to go. Also when things get good I want to know more about the Teens and young adults that are going to Buneos Aires, with me. Tommy is one guy I like to know and see what it is like to be born in Africa. Also about Tommy, I want to know the French, and African language. Something about Tommy is so interesting. Also I cannot wait to go to Argentina.
I hope that day is a good day so that when I go, I get to write it all down in my Journals and share them with my Mother when I get back.
Posted at 01:56 pm by DarkEyedAngel
The Quiet Girl
There was this girl
no one knew who she was
except herself for she knew
who she was and was very proud
of herself and very friendly with others
she tried to fit in and
find a lot of friends until one day
a bunch of people found her walking alone
they asked themselves: "Why is that girl quiet?"
for they knew nothing about her except her
nice personality and affection for other people
then one of the people stood up and said:
"Hey, I know why that girl is so natural and quiet..."
"Why?" asked his friends and the people who wanted to know
"Because," said the boy, "I want to get to know her and see
if she can hang out with us for she seems like she wants a friend."
so the boy went to the girl and asked,
"Would you like to be our friend and hang out with us?"
"Sure," said the girl and so she joined the boy
and his group of friends and team members of the church
after the girl hung out with her new friends and team members
of the church, her Mother came and picked her up and asked:
"How was your day by making new friends?"
"It was good and I met a boy today. He was nice and he introduced me to his friends. Would you like to meet him someday?"
"Sure," said her Mother. So they drove away and went home
This poem is based on a true story. It's about me and making friends in the church. And the boy represents my true friend that I hang out in our Youth Group on Sundays and on Wednesday Night Service every Wednesday. His name is Matthew. I think he is the nicest boy I ever met. I hope to know about him more and more everyday. I'm going to call him someday or sometime. Please keep watch for so-called poems from my head to my site.
Thanks.
Posted at 09:37 pm by DarkEyedAngel
Sunday, May 16, 2004
Today, I feel so happy like its been a long day but, it went away so fast. Also I am glad that I get to see my friends at church again. I saw a few friends and they were Claire, Cynthia, Matthew, Denard, Aaron, Katie, Aschley, Victoria, Jessi, Brittany and a few others. Also, we had practice from 1:30 PM to 3:30 PM today. We never got "Total Eclipse of the Heart" done today for our Missions Trip for Buneos Aires, Argentina but we got one practice done so yeah, that was good I guess. Also, I a lot of people brought their passports for Argentina.
I am happy to go to Argentina. I just hope everything goes real fine.
I'll write more later.
Right now,
Tata and so long.
Posted at 04:17 pm by DarkEyedAngel
Monday, May 17, 2004
Man! I did it again. Why can't I get the right words out of my mouth when I speak to Tommy? Am I doing something wrong when he walks away? I know I like him when girls have crushes on guys and boys like him, but its hard to control it. I'm not saying I want to talk to him and say: "Hi, Tommy I have a crush on you" like no way, NOT IN CHURCH how inappropiate. Like it's always hard to speak to him even if I did get the words out. Why can't I just create a conversation with Tommy, why can't I try at least to get his attention and try to be his friend like everybody else's...?
Boy, I just wish I won't be so up-and-down when I'm talking to him because to me he thinks I'm too excited and he just doesn't need that. Or maybe I'm taking it all wrong. Maybe he's too shy and likes to hang out with the other team leaders, kids, and teens, or maybe he's too busy, or maybe just not in the mood and probably tired. I don't know. But maybe sometime he will let me talk to him sometime in his own time and day.
Something is wrong, and if I'm taking it as being me and if I'm thinking that about Tommy, like HELLO! What in the world am I doing? I just want to know. It just feels funny. Also, I want to know what it's like to be his friend and would he accept me for who I am. Please, Lord I hope in God's time, Tommy will let me talk and hang out with him and the groups.
Posted at 03:12 pm by DarkEyedAngel
Passion
Jesus...
I have sinned a lot everyday
I looked up towards the light as
you came from Heaven and declared myself
to be forgiven in your eyes because
you never forgotten me because my God
your Son sent his passion and set me Free
and I won't forget that he died for me
I know He lifted me up (lifted me up)
and turned me around (turned me around)
and set my feet on the solid ground
I'm sorry Lord please, oh please
forgive my sins and wash them away
because Lord, I know your blood is pure
I cast my fears aside and I look to you
and I never forgot never forgot you (repeat vrse 2 and 3)
I never would want to forget your sacrifice
for the nailpierced hands and wounded side was
like a lamb that was slain
thank you my Heavenly Father and Savior
Jesus Christ for sending your passion by
forgiving our sins and I will never turn back
to the right or left just go straight
and I will praise your name forever and ever
(Note: This song was out of my own mind. Please don't take it wrong for I love Jesus Christ my Savior. And if you are not saved, Get SAVED now! Remember, God loves you.)
Posted at 08:47 pm by DarkEyedAngel
Friday, May 21, 2004
Amazing, amazing. I feel like I'm totally Odd today. Unbelievable. Well, I just got a call from Jessica a.k.a. Jessie or Jessi's big brother, Ryan calling for me for a navy blue sweatshirt. Boy, I can't wait to try it on. Also, I'm at home eh heh, and you might say WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING LING? Well, I'm kind of busy (like wow, how stupid and pathetic).
LOL, by the way. I may not be on tomorrow because from 3 to 5 or 4 to 5 I have Drama practice for our Missions Trip so wish me the best of luck!
Anyway, I'll write more soon before and after I go from Argentina.
Posted at 04:59 pm by DarkEyedAngel
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Saturday is a big day for me. I'm getting ready this week to go to Argentina. Hopefully everything will go as smooth and fine as it goes quickly and fast.
On the other hand, I'm beginning to feel like I'm left out (well not in real life but just in fake life, by those people who believe in Network Online Technology). Anyway, as things go on and go by and by, I'm beginning to feel like, God has called me to preach the gospel in every way. I want to know what it's like in a foreign country. I want to know their race, culture, climate, and cities or mostly, EVERYTHING. Man, something about Argentina seems really cool and pretty awesome.
Also, after the day I get back from Argentina, I might go on with my life. Probably do poems, poetry writing, writiting stories, or maybe find a job and get on the computer at times. Also, try to read my Driver's Test License Book so I can get to know all the answers and get a license before I get my permit and a REAL car...well yeah eh heh long time away from now (won't get into that yet but will still read my License book until I'm ready to try it out and do all the tests and also look in a Jobs book to find a job at times until I find the right one for me and hopefully its for helping Special Needs people).
Also, I might not go online again because half of the time everything is just bogus and its not good. At times I might go on to update my Blog site now and then and check a few emails oh yeah, and also my Journal at www.deadjournal.com/~darkeyedangel. So yeah mhm, always Excuses as people say. By the way, it's pretty dead in my room so I'm listening to tapes in a recorder, you know tapes, cassettes, whatever blah, blah, blah since I was a little kid like let say at 5 years or 3 years I don't know what the heck.
Well, I'm going to go. I'll update SOMETIME when I'm not busy this week, OR when I get back from Buneos Aires, Argentina. Cat'cha later people! Bye Bye!
Posted at 05:43 pm by DarkEyedAngel
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